Crush with the reality

          November… I remember that month very well, exactly those days, which I crushed with the reality. It punched me in the face, I fell down. I did not know where I was After a few minutes I was awake and got up. Got up and thought. Got up and realized all the information that I read was totally true. Got up and saw that the destiny can give you a second chance.

          You are wondering where my shock comes, aren’t you? Well, it comes from those papers, which I got in November – a letter from a prisoner with number 426.

          Now… listen to me very carefully. I will read you parts of his own personal letters, which I put in a box at the bottom of my wardrobe.

          Come on:

          “I grew up in a small village.”

          “As a child, I got myself in one or another trouble, at least I did not get the attention of the police on me.”

          “I was twenty-one year-old guy when I became a real monster. I was a truck driver and hit all the roads in my country.”

          “The police took my driving licence, because I was caught driving drunk. So I lost my job. And then everything I have ever had. I screwed up my credit at the bank and spent on all my money on drugs and drinking to get rid of the pain. I felt that the only time I wanted to have some words with someone is when I was not sober and on drugs.”

          “One day I was so drunk that I set fire to one person’s company. I was searched by the police. They arrested me. After that, the police got me free under guarantee.”

          “In 1998 I killed a man, who was one of my friends. They gave me twenty-two years in prison. I came in there thinking I was a murderer and a dangerous guy. It took me some time and a few proofs to realize that the prison was crowded with criminals.”

          “During the time I was in prison, I started visiting school classes. I was already sure that was the God’s plan. After three years I started teaching the others.”

          “I became mature enough for the God’s words and graduated the class. I gave my life to Him. I became a preacher and got a religion’s Ph. D. Today I am the person, who doesn’t worry about whatever he gets and takes from the world. But what really matters is I can give whatever the university wants. I will just do it!”

          “The only one thing that prison gives to everyone is – time for thinking – about hate or changing himself.”

          …and the last sentence from the letter. Well, what are you gonna talk about? You are shocked too, are not you?

          After few readings I have done that month… I realized one thing – we all make mistakes, because of the circumstances and although that – the mistake can be corrected! That person has the possibility and the right to change himself for the time he serves matures his sentence.

          Don’t you ever forget we are people. And that we all make mistakes. If we are strong enough, have the will, realize what we have done – we will have the opportunity to change ourselv          November… I remember that month very well, exactly those days, which I crushed with the reality. It punched me in the face, I fell down. I did not know where I was After a few minutes I was awake and got up. Got up and thought. Got up and realized all the information that I read was totally true. Got up and saw that the destiny can give you a second chance.

          You are wondering where my shock comes, aren’t you? Well, it comes from those papers, which I got in November – a letter from a prisoner with number 426.

          Now… listen to me very carefully. I will read you parts of his own personal letters, which I put in a box at the bottom of my wardrobe.

          Come on:

          “I grew up in a small village.”

          “As a child, I got myself in one or another trouble, at least I did not get the attention of the police on me.”

          “I was twenty-one year-old guy when I became a real monster. I was a truck driver and hit all the roads in my country.”

          “The police took my driving licence, because I was caught driving drunk. So I lost my job. And then everything I have ever had. I screwed up my credit at the bank and spent on all my money on drugs and drinking to get rid of the pain. I felt that the only time I wanted to have some words with someone is when I was not sober and on drugs.”

          “One day I was so drunk that I set fire to one person’s company. I was searched by the police. They arrested me. After that, the police got me free under guarantee.”

          “In 1998 I killed a man, who was one of my friends. They gave me twenty-two years in prison. I came in there thinking I was a murderer and a dangerous guy. It took me some time and a few proofs to realize that the prison was crowded with criminals.”

          “During the time I was in prison, I started visiting school classes. I was already sure that was the God’s plan. After three years I started teaching the others.”

          “I became mature enough for the God’s words and graduated the class. I gave my life to Him. I became a preacher and got a religion’s Ph. D. Today I am the person, who doesn’t worry about whatever he gets and takes from the world. But what really matters is I can give whatever the university wants. I will just do it!”

          “The only one thing that prison gives to everyone is – time for thinking – about hate or changing himself.”

          …and the last sentence from the letter. Well, what are you gonna talk about? You are shocked too, are not you?

          After few readings I have done that month… I realized one thing – we all make mistakes, because of the circumstances and although that – the mistake can be corrected! That person has the possibility and the right to change himself for the time he serves matures his sentence.

          Don’t you ever forget we are people. And that we all make mistakes. If we are strong enough, have the will, realize what we have done – we will have the opportunity to change ourselves, so the prisoner with number 426 has done!

           Thanks to communication which I completed with this person in November. I realized how cruel the reality can be, how it punches all of us to change our thinking and then – gives us a bright spot for the future!

es, so the prisoner with number 426 has done!

           Thanks to communication which I completed with this person in November. I realized how cruel the reality can be, how it punches all of us to change our thinking and then – gives us a bright spot for the future!

writen by Vania Chakarova, ZPG, Sandanski, Bulgaria

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